Leaving on a Jet Plane

My son is leaving home, flying away in that way that we all do - if we're fortunate enough to have the wings and means and way
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I am proud and sad for him, that I don't have more to send him with... more money, more inspiration, more of an example. I sleep a lot. I eat a lot. I read a lot. I watch a lot of movies. I sit and think a lot. I smoke a lot. I want a lot. These are the things he has learned from me... I wanted to say I laugh a lot and write a lot and swim a lot and meditate a lot and bake a lot.
I don't.
My lots pretty much has my day covered.
I'm happy a lot.
this is true. without really understanding how it can be true, without being able to give examples of a happy life that other humans would recognize and agree with, I am a happy person. I am loved and I love. a lot.
well, there you go.
Fly, Garrison Cleveland Bennett Burrell. I love you a lot.
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